I've been diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia for nearly two decades.
I just want to put it out there, as far as my condition is concerned. Nearly two decades ago, I was officially put on Social Security Disability. As a kid, it wasn't the life that I had hoped to live but it's my life now and I have to accept it. I remember one of my first psychologist that I saw said the following, 'If you go down this road, you're soul is going to die little by little." I can't say that I understood what he meant but as the years have passed bye, I realize he just wanted me to be strong and not give up. I wish I was stronger.