Friday, April 3, 2015

"Don't let him down."

I've been up for nearly 48 hours and my mind continues to run and run, as if it was a hamster on one of those wheels that goes round and round. Like the poor hamster, my thoughts seem to go nowhere. I haven't taken my Seroquel for the past two days because I was lucky to have my son come visit me. If I had taken my medication, I would have gotten my much needed sleep, but that would mean that I wouldn't be really here for my son. My son is three years old and he loves to play with his Hot Wheels and Imagnitex Super Heroes. He always says, "Lets play guys!" It's his way of letting me know that he expects me to play toys with him and of course, I can't bring myself to say, "No." I wish it was easier but it never is, and I struggle to be the best dad I can be for my little boy. He deserves nothing less than a father who is going to always try his best. I don't want to have a mountain of regret when I get older, so I'm here for him. I usually get to have him over at least two days a week and it's always the highlight of my mostly isolated time in my apartment. He's just fallen asleep and I look at him and I tell myself, "Don't let him down."

Please GoFundMe... In Need of Purchasing a Dependable Used Car, so I can visit my son regularly. Any amount would help and I'll be forever grateful.  Or you can send funds thru Paypal at my email Please read my story, as to why I need help. Thank You So Very Much!!!!

My dying car...

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