Wednesday, April 1, 2015

I'm not a creep.

So, I've been thinking a lot about my life lately and what will become of me. I know that might sounds strange but it's the truth. I worry so much that it puts me in this semi-catatonic state; with the help of my medication of course. My Seroquel dosage was recently increased, so I take the pills and drift off to sleep and in some cases I can remain asleep for long periods at a time. If I'm not asleep, I sit and stare at nothing in particular until I doze off. I use to have this habit of looking outside my bedroom window, in order to watch what was going on at the hospital that's adjacent to my apartment, but I think that activity can come across as creepy and I don't need that label. I don't like the term "Creepy" and I've been called that in the past. It hurts when people assume the worse because of my illness. Most people have the wrong idea about Paranoid Schizophrenia. I've heard some describe it as having multiple personalities. Still, other times people believe if you have my illness you're going to hurt someone. That's so not the truth and I wish people were more educated when it comes to the differing mental illnesses out there. My condition has been weighing me down lately and I'm having trouble getting up and tackling life as I should. I don't have anyone in my life that I can call for help. It's a scary proposition living alone and wondering if I'm going to be able to pay my bills or will I get sicker. I'm lost in thought.

Please GoFundMe... In Need of Purchasing a Dependable Used Car, so I can visit my son regularly. Any amount would help and I'll be forever grateful.  Or you can send funds thru Paypal at my email Please read my story, as to why I need help. Thank You So Very Much!!!!

My dying car...

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