Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Soup and sandwiches with a side order of Seroquel.




I didn't sleep very much last night and it was partly because I didn't take my full dosage of Seroquel. I wanted to wake up early and accomplish something I have been putting off for days. It may seem like such an easy task but I gathered my aluminum cans and spare change, in order to obtain some spending money at the grocery store. Lately I've been short on cash because I spend the majority of my monthly disability check on my son. I see a t-shirt or a pair of tennis shoes and buy them without thinking of the consequences. I have this desire to make my three old son the center of my universe. As of now, I get to see him two days a week and when he's with me I'm on cloud nine. I tell him how much I love him constantly because when I was a child, I didn't feel loved. I shouldn't be complaining because I know there are people worse off than myself. My meals of late have been soups and sandwiches but that's not the case when my son is here with me. I buy his favorite; pizza. He makes this sound, "Mmm Mmm" that's so cute. The struggle to do the day to day errands or chores that I must get done by myself weighs heavily on me. It isn't as simple as getting dressed and walking out my front door. It's a process of building myself up with positive inner talk. Finding reason and purpose is a battle, especially when you lack a good nights sleep.



Please GoFundMe... In Need of Purchasing a Dependable Used Car, so I can visit my son regularly. Any amount would help and I'll be forever grateful. http://www.gofundme.com/m12hgk  Or you can send funds thru Paypal at my email arichere@yahoo.com Please read my story, as to why I need help. Thank You So Very Much!!!!

My dying car...




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