Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Soup and sandwiches with a side order of Seroquel.

I didn't sleep very much last night and it was partly because I didn't take my full dosage of Seroquel. I wanted to wake up early and accomplish something I have been putting off for days. It may seem like such an easy task but I gathered my aluminum cans and spare change, in order to obtain some spending money at the grocery store. Lately I've been short on cash because I spend the majority of my monthly disability check on my son. I see a t-shirt or a pair of tennis shoes and buy them without thinking of the consequences. I have this desire to make my three old son the center of my universe. As of now, I get to see him two days a week and when he's with me I'm on cloud nine. I tell him how much I love him constantly because when I was a child, I didn't feel loved. I shouldn't be complaining because I know there are people worse off than myself. My meals of late have been soups and sandwiches but that's not the case when my son is here with me. I buy his favorite; pizza. He makes this sound, "Mmm Mmm" that's so cute. The struggle to do the day to day errands or chores that I must get done by myself weighs heavily on me. It isn't as simple as getting dressed and walking out my front door. It's a process of building myself up with positive inner talk. Finding reason and purpose is a battle, especially when you lack a good nights sleep.

Please GoFundMe... In Need of Purchasing a Dependable Used Car, so I can visit my son regularly. Any amount would help and I'll be forever grateful.  Or you can send funds thru Paypal at my email Please read my story, as to why I need help. Thank You So Very Much!!!!

My dying car...

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