Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Starry Starry Night.

Sometimes I wonder if the reason my life hasn't been going so well is entirely my fault. I'd like to think I'm a good person and that I treat people the way I'd like to be treated but I know I'm not perfect. There have been times in the last few years when really bad things have happened to me and I didn't react in the best way. The choices I made, even well thought out, have lead me to where I am right now. I think back and wonder if I should have made different choices. It's really hard to know what road I should take, especially if one suffers from a mental illness. Now I'm pretty much alone with my thoughts and those thoughts have been of mainly confusion and tremendous anxiety. My medication can only do so much and I suppose I should just attempt to be a stronger person, if that's possible. As I sit here alone in my apartment, I can't sleep. I wish I had someone that I could talk to and get a lot off my chest but I'm so by myself right now. I need a lifeline or someone to come tell me that everything is going to be okay. How is it that I've come to this place? Did I make the wrong choices? Is it too late to get it right, for once?

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