Tuesday, June 23, 2015

My two cents on why it might be difficult for someone to be comfortable helping me.

Looking back to the start or origin of this blog, It was created for a very selfish reason. I thought the only way I could get help from my current situation was to put it out there on the Internet and share my story. Sure I wanted to give some insights on my diagnosed Paranoid Schizophrenia but more than anything I needed and I still very much need financial help from anyone who is in a position to help me monetarily. At first, I felt extremely guilty for creating this blog in hopes of someone sending a little cash my way but that faded quickly because I had nowhere to turn. I no longer have contact with any of my family members and for good reason, plus I have zero friends to speak of. I created a GoFundMe account and listed a PayPal email address on every entry of this blog but after five months, I haven't received a penny. I'm aware that there are a lot of people more deserving of help, so I don't feel too bad. I understand that having a car that breaks down and soon will be ready for the salvage yards isn't the worse situation. I understand that having a car that runs is the only way I'll be able to continue to have a relationship with my son but that still isn't extreme poverty. I understand that even though I barely can afford the apartment I live in, I still am lucky to have a roof over my head. Still, I wish there was someone out there who could help me, just once. I know it's a lot to ask but I'm desperate. I'll even put my mailing address out there Eric Smith, 4907 Mack Road #139, Sacramento, CA 95823. I'm afraid to put my mailing address out there because I'm scared I'll get an unwelcome visitor. Unfortunately, I'm in no position to worry if some crazed individual will show up at my door. Look, part of me understands why if someone is reading this blog and feels for my situation but is afraid to help me because I suffer from Paranoid Schizophrenia. I can see where it would be scary for someone that doesn't know me and thinks that if they help me, I'll keep coming after them for help or even bother them continuously. I understand because I live in a somewhat bad neighborhood and when I go to the local supermarket I get approached by homeless me asking for money. I sometimes give them some change but they also can make me feel uncomfortable, as well. I guess that I'll just have to have some faith and keep pressing on. I'll continue to share my life and battle with Paranoid Schizophrenia as long as I can. I'll pray everyday that somehow my life will change for the better. God is good...

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Please GoFundMe... In Need of Purchasing a Dependable Used Car, so I can visit my son regularly. Any amount would help and I'll be forever grateful. http://www.gofundme.com/m12hgk  Or you can send funds thru Paypal at my email arichere@yahoo.com Please read my story, as to why I need help. Thank You So Very Much!!!!

My dying car...

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