Tuesday, July 21, 2015

There's no place like home?

Well, I'm now at my new home and it's pretty much what I expected it to be, as far as the neighborhood and people but at least I'm blessed to have a home. I just have to get used to the unsupervised kids who make this rundown apartment complex a personal playground. I'm not against children playing, even in an apartment building but the kids that live here swear constantly and run up and down the stairs for hours at a time. Even when it's 3AM, I hear from the ceiling above the kids that live upstairs run back and forth non stop. My main concern is having my son overhear the constant swearing from the children that live here. I want my son to grow up the right way and I want him to know right from wrong. I can only do my best and pray to God that I somehow find a way out of here but that will be very difficult. I've been on disability for years because of my Paranoid Schizophrenia and I haven't worked in a long time. I really don't know if I'd be able to handle the stress of having a job but I really want to try. My fear is that I find work and it goes well for a few months but then I get too sick to continue. I don't want to lose my health insurance or my disability income. I know that Social Security lets you work and still continue with their monthly check, even if you work but it does stop after I believe nine months. I'm so scared that I'll do well and then I'll get so sick and lose both a new job and my Social Security. I don't have any family that I talk to anymore and there's a good reason why they are no longer in my life, so that leaves me standing alone. There isn't a day that goes bye that I don't have stress and anxiety about being so cutoff and alone in my life. It makes me depressed and I have this sense of doom. I fight these feelings everyday and I pray to God things will change in my life but it's difficult to believe. I'm sitting here holding back tears, in my new home, trying to remain positive.

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