Wednesday, August 19, 2015


It has been a while since I've updated this ongoing journal of my life and how I deal with my Paranoid Schizophrenia. Sometimes I get the urge to write but I don't always have access to the Internet. There are also times when I feel like writing but the thoughts seem to disappear, if I don't write them down right away. To tell the truth, a million thoughts and constant self talk invade my head throughout the day. It's hard to make sense of some of the ideas that pop into my brain. This morning I was standing in line at the local recycle center in hopes of making a fortune with my aluminum cans and I couldn't help but notice a man standing directly across from me. He appeared homeless and mentally unstable. I didn't stare at him but I noticed he was having an intense conversation with himself. The people standing in line with me were making little or no eye contact with the man, yet he was talking in our direction. I remember when I was younger, I would have little empathy for a man like him. I'd probably laugh and think to myself, "That guy is a nut job." Little did I know that there would be a time in my life when people would look at me the same way. Sometimes I can come across as odd and a little bit off but I'm lucky enough to be under a doctor's care and prescribed medication. Many people out there aren't as fortunate as me. It's a funny thing to say because I don't always feel so blessed and I do wish for so much more out of my life. I have a great deal of empathy and it comes from being in the position I'm in now and seeing the world from the other side. The side where I'm the one being judged without cause and through no fault of my own.

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