Tuesday, October 13, 2015

I don't want to feel lost anymore.

It isn't that I don't believe things can change for the better, it's just that I have this fear it won't happen for me. I get lost when all my thoughts consume me and the days turn into weeks. Life becomes a blur and I have trouble recalling events or certain conversations. This irritates me a great deal because I don't enjoy being called a liar and the thought of forgetting scares me to death. I try my best to hold on to my fleeting memories, especially those that involve my son because to lose thoughts would devastating. Unfortunately, when I think about it for awhile, how can I remember what I lost? Will my son grow up looking at me as some empty vessel of confused thoughts? Will I be someone that he will feels sorry for, instead of someone that he admires? It's my hope that someone will remind him how hard I'm trying to get back what I've lost, if I can't be the one to tell him myself.

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