Friday, October 16, 2015

Is it ever okay to lie?

Is it ever okay to lie? Before you answer that question, please think about it for a while because that particular question isn't always, as easy as, answering yes or no. It seems throughout my entire adult life, especially since I was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia, the need to outright lie or lie by omission has been my only option, if I wanted to be treated as someone that shouldn't be feared. I know what you're thinking, at least some of you out there are judging me already. "It's never a good idea to lie" or "You need to be honest with people" are just some of the thoughts crossing the minds of people who are taking their time to read this blog. Okay, I admit that lying in general is wrong and honesty is certainly always the best policy, but there are always exceptions. Of course, I'm not talking about the so-called little white lies everyone tells each day without giving much thought or consideration. I'm writing about lying and telling people that there isn't anything wrong with me. You see, in the beginning I was open and honest about my condition but doing so made everyone nervous and afraid. Some people actually believe when I tell them that I have Paranoid Schizophrenia, I'll physically hurt them. Still, others believe my condition means that I suffer from multiple personalities. Like I wrote once before, you hear the term "Paranoid Schizophrenia" and think mass shooter or lone gunman. I'm not someone that should be feared, if anything, I just need a little compassion. Life isn't easy for me and I struggle each day. I constantly worry about my future and I feel so alone. So, in the past I've had to lie several times and did my best to keep my condition a secret. It was the only way I was able to make a friend or have a relationship with a woman. I felt bad about lying to people but the loneliness was so unbearable. I know that isn't any excuse but it's the only one I have. In the end, I'm alone again and I have no family or friends. So, like I asked from the start, is it ever okay to lie?

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