Wednesday, November 18, 2015

This is my message in a bottle...

One of my biggest fears is to be alone and forgotten. This fear has always been in the back of my mind. I would imagine my life empty of family or friends and it would scare me so badly, I did my best to shake it from my thoughts. I thought about living alone in an apartment and spending my days locked up inside with little or no contact from the outside world. Unfortunately, this fear has come true and I'm alone. I sit on my couch and talk to myself and wonder what will become of me? It's so hard for me to reach out to people and my family is out of the picture because of the past sexual assault from my step dad has broken my ties with all my family members. The only thing that keeps me going is the three days a week that I can spend with my four year old son. He's my everything and once a week I go to his daycare and pick him up in order for him to spend time with me. He says, "Give me huggies" when he lays eyes on me for the first time. He runs into my arms and gives me the biggest hug while he literally screams with joy. The daycare workers marvel at how excited my son gets when he realizes I'm there to pick him up. I've done everything I can think of to keep this part of my life from going away but my car is dying and I don't have the money to buy another used car. I need help so badly and as I write this blog entry, I hope that there is someone out there that has a heart and helps me. This is my message in a bottle.

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Please GoFundMe... In Need of Purchasing a Dependable Used Car, so I can visit my son regularly. Any amount would help and I'll be forever grateful.  Or you can send funds thru Paypal at my email Please read my story, as to why I need help. Thank You So Very Much!!!!

My dying car...

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