Tuesday, January 26, 2016
Visual hallucinations, as a symptom of Paranoid Schizophrenia.
Visual hallucinations are one of the scariest symptoms of having Paranoid Schizophrenia. It's very difficult to give insight on my illness because words never give an adequate description to my symptoms. I can only do my best at describing what it's really like to have a visual hallucination. I'd like to share one particular incident that occurred recently. It was late at night and although I took the full dosage of Seroquel, I was awaken for some reason. My eyes couldn't focus and I rubbed them a little with my hands to be able to clearly see. I should let you know that I sleep in my living room because I'm too scared to sleep in my bedroom at night. Well, as my eyes started to focus again, I noticed a spot on the ceiling.
I hadn't noticed the spot before because I had just moved into my apartment. For some reason, I gazed at this spot on the ceiling for some time because it seemed to move a little.
The little movement quickly turned into what looked like a bunch of spiders existing a hole on my ceiling. The little black spiders started to fall from the ceiling and onto my blanket. They quickly became too many to count and started to bite me all over my exposed body. I quickly through myself on the floor and started to scream! I was so scared and the bites were so numerous and hurt a great deal. I ran down the hall of my apartment and jumped into the shower and attempted to wash the spiders off my body. Within minutes, the spiders disappeared and I stood in the shower fully clothed wondering what had happened. This is what a visual hallucination is like, when you have Paranoid Schizophrenia. It's a horrible experience to have and I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
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