Friday, March 11, 2016

Unfortunately, some dreams don't come true.





I went for a long walk today, in order to get a haircut. I know that doesn't sound like a big deal but it's really difficult for me to walk on sidewalks, while cars pass bye. I feel like I'm being watched and my anxiety level goes through the roof! I do my best to hide behind my dark sun glasses, even though it's currently overcast with light showers, in the city I live in. Some cars slow down and look at me, I'm sure of it. I feel so naked, as if everyone can tell I'm on the edge of a nervous breakdown. I finally made it to the place I get my haircut and I was sweating profusely, even though it's clearly cold outside. The stylist asked how my day was going and did I have any plans for this upcoming weekend? Every time I'm put in this position, I lie. Nobody wants to hear the truth, so I explain that I'm spending time with my family and we might go to the movies. Who wants to hear that I'm self medicating and sleeping my days away because I miss my son and I have no friends? When I finally made it home, I checked my email and saw that Publisher's Clearing House says I have a great chance of winning one of two automobiles in their sweepstakes. I mean, I couldn't afford to own a new car but the thought of being able to drive and to have frequent visits with my son would be a dream come true. Unfortunately, some dreams don't come true.






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