Wednesday, June 22, 2016

I feel the loneliness deep down inside.

It has been difficult for me to maintain this blog, but I don't want to give up on sharing my story. Lately, the sleepless nights have lead to hours of catch up sleep during the day. I feel so mixed up and confused. Sometimes I self medicate because there are times when I have to be fully awake. I can't help raise my son and be fully on my medication because it simply doesn't work. I'm so grateful for the time I have with my son. His mother drops him off and picks him up, so I don't have to put too much mileage on my broken down car. I feel blessed that my car hasn't totally died because it allows me to go to the supermarket and doctor's appointments. Still, if I had a better used vehicle, I would be able to see my son more often and not be so depressed. The loneliness that surrounds my entire being becomes too hard to take sometimes and I'm left crying. I wish things were different, but for now I can only take it one day at a time.

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Please GoFundMe... In Need of Purchasing a Dependable Used Car, so I can visit my son regularly. Any amount would help and I'll be forever grateful.  Or you can send funds thru Paypal at my email Please read my story, as to why I need help. Thank You So Very Much!!!!

My dying car...