Wednesday, July 6, 2016

I'm not perfect.

 It would be so easy to have negative thoughts, because of the circumstances of my life. In the past, I embraced the anger and frustration I felt because that's all I knew. However, for the past five years or so, I've made a concerted effort to change my way of thinking. I don't want to live with a chip on my shoulder anymore. I think if you live with anger, you'll attract anger and negativity in your life. Sure, I still have impulses that are from my old way of thinking, but I catch myself and apologize for it immediately. Yes, I ask forgiveness out loud and I direct it toward God, in order to prove to myself that I really want to change, as a person. Have I seen a change, as far as what life has given me in recent years? Yes, I notice that the more I withhold judgement on others and I'm not so quick to anger, life, in turn, has only given me what I can handle. I can't say that it's a perfect life because that wouldn't be honest. However, I can say that I've survived while living alone and suffering from a dreaded disease called, "Paranoid Schizophrenia."

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