Friday, September 23, 2016

I can do this!

This past week hasn't been a good one for me. Day to day activities have left me exhausted, but at the same time unable to sleep. Even though I take 600mg of Seroquel nightly (Unless I'm responsible for my son that day), Sleep has eluded me. If I fall asleep, for some reason I wake up every ten minutes. It's generated a lot of anxiety and stress, which it a bad combination for someone who suffers from Paranoid Schizophrenia. I've had the occasional hallucinations. They've included imaginary spiders and snakes crawling on me, as well as being visible all around my apartment at times. Through the years, I've learned to block out the fear I have from my occasional visual hallucinations. I have little coping mechanisms I use and special self talk that brings me back to reality in most cases. Still, the lack of sleep isn't helping me, when it comes to the visual manifestations. I have to be strong and get through this rough patch. I can do this!

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My dying car...