Thursday, September 22, 2016
I'm just a shadow of myself. Struggling to climb that mountain everyday.
Lately, I've been struggling a great deal. My Paranoid Schizophrenia is getting the best of me and I don't know what to do with myself? The other day it was 90 degrees outside, but my anxiety had me feeling cold. I was wrapped up in a blanket shivering and suffering from chills that made my body shake. Having felt this way for the last couple of days, I haven't been able to do much, but I can't take a break from raising my son. I have to take him to school today, as well as, pick him up. I know that doesn't sound like a big deal, but you have no idea. Being strong, when you're at your weakest point, is like climbing the biggest mountain. Only this mountain is so big, that you climb and climb, and get nowhere near its peak. This mountain is always in front of me. Whether I'm going to the supermarket or picking up my son from school, the mountain continues to stand in front of me. It makes me weak, and I'm left with the feeling that it's probably better to give up. Only, I can't give up!
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