Tuesday, February 7, 2017
So, it's been awhile since I've last updated my blog. There were times when I felt compelled to update this blog, but for some reason, I didn't. I'm guessing the main reason I neglected this blog was due to a major episode of depression that spanned all of December and the majority of January. Both months I just wanted to sleep and forget about everything. Of course, I couldn't sleep all day and night. I help raise my son, who spends half the time with me. The last few months were really difficult and my depression got the best of me. The day before Christmas, my car was broken into and my car battery was stolen for the second time. They also took my son's child car seat. I couldn't believe someone would do that to me. My car is a piece of junk and yet, it continues to be vandalized. I wanted to lash out at the world and I couldn't understand why bad things had to happen to me, but I worked that out by doing my best to think positive. Life in general is getting tougher. My rent and bills are drowning me and I worry a lot about how I'm going to survive on my own. This constant worrying has done a number on me. I can honestly say that I worry about becoming homeless. Being homeless, a terrible thing, doesn't compare to the thought of not being able to have a relationship with my son. He's the only reason I've made it this far in life. He gives me courage, when I think I should just give up. I love him so much and I tell him every time I see him, "I love you more than anybody."
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My dying car...